My first night

I moved into my new apartment today. Feel bad that I couldn't lift anything but what can you do. My family and friends helped move me in. I now sit in this room all alone wondering what everyone else is doing.

All quiet on the western front

So nothing exciting has happened since my surgery. I'm down to 149 lb so that sucks. My appetite is not good at all. I have some nasty pain on my leg and back. It's been keeping me at home and up at night. It's hard to walk for too long so I just stay home. We do have a plan to get the pain under control but it'll take time. What sucks is that the pain doesn't let me focus on anything. I've been trying to read my homework for the last 3 days and have not been successful. On a good note I think I'm moving into my new apartment this weekend. So now I have to go through my stuff and box what I want to take. This should be fun.

Homework

Yesterday I went to USC and picked up my homework. So weird to have HW after so long.

Tubeless

Yesterday I saw my Dr and had the last tube pulled out of me. For once in over 6 months I don't have a tube stuck in me or a bag hanging off of me. I haven't been able to wear jeans since my treatment started since it was so difficult to hide everything. I'm still adjusting to the new bladder but it doesn't seem that bad so far. I don't know what the next step is. I'll know when I schedule my Dr apt next week.

Disco disco

Tonight I was invited to a family party. At first I was not feeling well and was a bit uncomfortable. Once the music started I looked over at my girl and I couldn't just let her sit there all night and watch others dance. So I got up, took her hand and off we went for maybe 20 min before I ran out of juice. The rest of the night I had all sorts of muscle pain. You know what though, for a brief moment I got to hold her tight and remembered what it was like dancing with my girl. Worth every pain. Plus she promised to give me a massage when we got home. I'm still waiting. lol