Friday, May 25, 2012

Rotten deal

Maybe it's the pessimist in me but I can't help feel like I got a real shitty deal with life. I worked my ass off to get in shape. Worked my ass off to get into USC and find a new job. Aull for nothing. In a blink of an eye I go from knowing all the answers to life to not knowing what my tomorrow brings. I had it all figured out. By August I would have had almost a year worth of experience at Universal. El and I would have our own place and I'd be prepared to get married and start school. Now there's no guarantee I will be healthy enough to attend USC. No guarantee I'll have my job when I go back to work. My wedding is postponed another year. What more can go fucking wrong? I've lost everything to a fucking disease. Thanks a bunch.
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3 comments:

  1. ElinaMay 25, 2012 at 9:05 AM

    aaawww don't worry honey... it will all come together again. You're hard work will pay off. It's just going to take a little longer. <3 You will still get everything you wanted.

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  2. AdelinaMay 25, 2012 at 10:28 AM

    <3 Listen to your superwoman, she knows what she is talking about!!! One day you will look back at these times and laugh in your new place with your wifey and USC degree.......for now its the storm, so hang on tight buddy. I hope your day brightens!!! Love you guys!

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  3. NimaMay 26, 2012 at 10:53 AM

    Stay strong Aren. You have a surgery coming up, you are all done with the chemo, this portion is over, you won the battle, but this war is still going on. Stay in this brother. We're all here for you.

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